the song of saddness

if you've noticed
my eyes
look for you
everywhere i wander
and i bite
my lip
everytime i think of you
so let me tell you
the worst part about it

i love to hear the saddness
in your song
i love to see i cause you pain
when i'm not around
it confirms my belief
that when you start to miss
the light in my eyes
like the hope
hanging from the doorknob
that's when
i know
you love me
or maybe you just
loved me

there are pieces of you
caught in my tangles
mixed with the moonlight
exposing my tears
and as i turn to run away
i hear your voice
and you sing your song
of saddness
to me
and i stay
just to hear that song
of watching me go
and wonder
what it
would be like
to rediscover
why you made me laugh
and uncover
the reason
i can't
leave